Years ago, I was doing everything I thought I was “supposed” to do - living in a cool neighborhood in San Francisco, achieving the next level in my career, and running on adrenaline and validation.
…But I also felt exhausted and disconnected.
There was something in me (my body, my spleen), screaming for a change.
I just didn’t know how.
Finding human design and learning I was a Projector was like going from seeing the world in black and white to color. It suddenly all made sense - why I was having chronic health issues (even while meditating, exercising, and drinking green smoothies daily), why I was burnt out, and why I felt I had to tirelessly chase after “success.”
Understanding my design gave me the permission to simply be myself. It gave me the permission to drop the “shoulds” that had been running my life, and also the courage to do things differently from those I saw around me.
It gave me the courage to take a leap into the unknown.
It gave me the clarity to trust myself.
I believe the human design experiment (as we like to call it), is the greatest adventure of a lifetime...
There are countless ways I've validated the truth of my own design...
WATCH YOUR VIDEOSI’m not here to work? My greatest gift is to be a guide? …The earliest descriptions I read about being a Projector felt like a simultaneous relief and wake-up call. For Projectors, it's all about what we see, not what we do. Reclaiming my sight and dropping trying to keep up with others gave me my life back.
My body has always enjoyed hermitting. I also had many moments of figuring out what didn’t work for me in the first phase of my life as a 3rd line. After an intense Saturn return period, coming back to the knowledge that I’m a 6/2 who’s meant to go through some profound fires of transformation to emerge as the role model (eventually) is a North Star I keep coming back to.
Oh, am I a taste person all the way. From being called “picky” as a kid (I prefer “particular” or “discerning” 😉 ) to having the questionable rep of being the one who takes just a bite of something and leaves the rest, I deeply identify with my PHS. While it used to be a source of stress (group meals/eating things I don’t “like” feels like the WORST to my body), I love that I freely and easefully own my quirky preferences now :)